[00:00:24] Memory Fails Me
[00:00:27] Names and faces blur There is only after Or before Am I so different? Have I changed? I do not recognize my face The scar fails But pulls inside Tugging at me all the time Chewing on a feeling
[00:00:54] And spitting it out Crouched in a ball gown Anxious and ashamed The vague humiliations of fate
[00:01:17] I do not find worthiness and virtue I no longer try to be good It didn't keep me safe Like you told me that it would So come on tear me wide open A terrible beat Let the chorus console me
[00:01:40] Sympathy magic
[00:01:45] And light coming in the window Just so And the wind through my fingers The only God that I know And it does not want me on my knees To bleed Head high Arms wide Aching, aching, aching
[00:02:09] And alive And alive So I don't have to be worthy
[00:02:26] I no longer try to be good I no longer try to be good It didn't keep me safe Like you told me that it would So come on tear me wide open
[00:02:39] Till I'm losing my mind Till I'm losing my mind Till I cannot contain it La la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la