[00:00:11] I sit in parks, it breaks my heart cause I see just how far I am from the things that I want
[00:00:20] Dad brought the picnic, mom brought the sunscreen
[00:00:25] Two kids are laughing and crying on red swings
[00:00:29] We look about the same age, but we don't have same Saturdays
[00:00:38] Did I miss it? By now is it a lucid dream?
[00:00:44] Is it my fault for chasing things? A body clock doesn't wait for
[00:00:50] I did the damn tour, it's what I wanted, what I got
[00:00:54] I spun around and then I stopped and wondered if I missed the mark
[00:01:00] So I sit in parks, sunglasses dark and I hit the vape
[00:01:07] Hallucinate a nursery with Noah's Ark
[00:01:10] They lay on a blanket and goddamn it he loves her
[00:01:14] I wonder if she wants my freedom, like I wanna be a mother
[00:01:18] But Rolling Stone says I'm on the right road
[00:01:22] So I refilled my Lexapro